When will I……
When Will I …….
be able to go a week, or an entire day, even an hour without thinking about RAD?
lose something and not suspect him of taking it?
hear his words and believe them?
listen to the good things others say about him and not cringe?
know his pain doesn’t have to be my pain?
no longer need alarms on doors?
stop wanting to explain to the world that what they see is not what I know?
check his schoolwork and not wonder how he cheated this time?
have fun with my kid and stop thinking about paybacks?
no longer dread getting him up in the morning?
completely disconnect, just like he does?
stop feeling responsible for his pain even though it has absolutely nothing to do with me?
trust my kid?
surrender him to God?