Bittersweet day for me. First Mother’s Day without my mom. Maybe the last Mother’s Day for a while where Joshua will be with me on that day and not at college. S really struggling with attitude and teenage looking tantrums. Don’t know what’s up with that.
Listening to my Ipod Nano this morning, Joshua gone to church, no one else up. This song hit me in my heart. The tears roll and roll. Miss my mom. My heart misses the younger days of my kids. So much uncertainty in the future. I just know I loved my mom and wish she could share these life events with me.
I know I’m blessed today even if grief and heartache are a part of life. It’s normal and natural and is what draws me to God.
This is not Mark Schultz, the original artist who wrote the song, performing the song, but it was the only video I could find that I liked.